What are you doing right now?

[dvlnblkdrs]

just got in a fight with the sister.. biotch has the nerve to tell me that i need to pay rent to live in a house that she does not live. she has a room open at her apt and i was considering moving in with her, but being that she needs access to the room, decided that it would not be beneficial to me as i would be in less private quarters than i am now only id have to pay rent and buy food..

and then she got mad when i said i wanted to skip xmas as i dont have much money as it has all gone towards my car. when i do xmas, i like to do a big xmas.. i didnt do xmas last year for similar reasons.. i feel that if i cant do big then i dont want to do it. i hate this time of year, i really do...

next sunday is my bday, my friend and i are going to disneyland on sat cuz its rockabilly day and we get in free cuz her dad works there...then sunday my friend and i are going to the jap food place i like.. so theres no time for family dinner or cake that weekend.. and being that im uber indecisive, im not sure where i want to eat for family dinner.. my sis then begins to take over and say we should go to fridays.. im like wtf, ur bday isnt for 6 months.. let me have my goddamn day! she is uninvited to any dinner on my behalf